Back to school again tomorrow, not sure how I feel... On the one hand, hello freedom and independence (albeit briefly) from the ever-loving, ever-nagging parents. On the other hand, oh bloody hell do I really have to go through all that again?
Term 1 was, quite simply, Hell. I hated it, and it hated me. So much so, that when I saw my dear friend and PA, Gloria, last week, she said how 'rested' I looked, which was nice, till I realised this probably meant I looked totally shocking by the end of last term. To be fair, I felt totally shocking.
Ho hum, they all tell me this term's gonna feel easier, what with there only being one and a half modules compared to Term One's two and a half . It can't posibly feel any worse, can it?? As my mother always says: 'we'll see', which generally means no, so going by that logic, maybe Term Two won't be such a breeze. Still, I signed up for it, and there are now only 11 weeks between me and what will be my last ever seminar - I'm soooo Not doing a PhD. I came to that scary realisation last night; I mean I'll still have the small matter of a 20,000 word dissertation to deal with, but once (if) I've got that done (September 12th), then what the hell do I do? Get a job I suppose, Oh My God.
BW xxx
PS, woke up with John Murphy's In a Hearbeat - from the 28 Days Later (Boyle, 2002) soundtrack - in my head today. Considering I've not seen the film for a fair while, and am thinking a lot about Uni, it doesn't bode well that my subconscious has chosen a piece of music that signifies the Apocalypse. Either that, or the End really is nigh...
Gloria says - what ever happened to the New Year's resolution to chill? You must chill.....chill chill. Whatever happens DON'T give up chocolate for Lent this year- that was a bad idea. You NEED chocolate!
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I promise I'll try Gloria; to chill I mean. You don't need to tell me twice about the chocolte, Never doing That to myself again. Ever. xxx
ReplyDeleteAren't you alergic to chocolate then ??
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely not, Anonymous. If anything, I like to use it as a form of self-medication ;) xxx
ReplyDeleteu is such a liar it's a wonder ur tongue isn't black like ur hearrrrrrrt...
ReplyDeletewhere is that lovely sad story about those poor northeners?? have u deleted it cos it was bangin & u is jealous?? i hope they lace ur chocolate with rat poison...
ReplyDeleteIt's where you left it. Who the heck are you?
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